I think it's beautiful, @veryspider. I also struggle with colour - I always think it's because I 'lose control' of what I'm doing...
One of the techniques I'd like to learn in the near future is to use 'inks' like watercolours (not that I'm good with watercolours, but hey, never mind :D
Yes, I can relate... I think colours are very hard to control :( Unlike pencils and inks !!
I will keep trying ! .......... (maybe in a few months' time)
thank you for kind comments <3