Thank you. Was a very hard piece for me to write. It is why it took me so long to do it. I thought I was ready and could get through it without crying. It started on a certain line and never stopped. I can laugh about it now. But I can't even read as soon as I get to that line. It all starts again. I am so glad I wrote it and got through to finish. I know there is a lot of bad grammar and missing punctuation. Not something im very good at anyway. I just could not fix it. I've decided to leave it that way because it ISO personal to me. Not going to edit it as even that will remind me when I. Readin in years to come.