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I have a streak of perfectionism in my blood that I sometimes have to overcome and ignore. No biggie.

I understand that but this supposed to be fun and it's not for exhibition, so just enjoy it and forget about perfection.

Of course. I would never get anything done if I let perfection get in the way. You just wanted to know why and I told you. At 50 years old, it's nice to know why so that I can tame and overcome the negativity. I am just glad to still be here! :-)