Special moments with my mom

Every alternate day I call up my mom to check on her, sometimes we have nothing to talk but yet just hearing her voice gives me comfort. I get to see her kind of twice in a year or some times once a year, so I do miss her being around me. Till last year she travelled to Muscat once a year and she would stay with me for 2 to 3 months, that was a good time to spend with her. But now her health is not very good, she is fine as such, but she cannot do long distance travelling and she has her Doctor's visit every month which cannot be missed. Today morning when we were talking she was telling me that she has a desire to travel one more time to Muscat and spend a few days here with me. As much as I would love that, right now it is not practical. I have asked her to take very good care of her health for the next 2 to 3 months and then we get her routine check up done with the Doctor. If the Dr. gives a green signal then I will get her for a week to 10 days so that her wish is fulfilled.

As time goes by and she gets older and older I feel scared to lose her. That's a fact that some day she will not be around and that thought brings me lot of sadness. At this point of time I cannot imagine not having her in my life. She is like an angel for me, always checking on me if I am doing good, always wishing good for me and giving her blessings all the time. If ever I am in trouble she prays for me. I have a strong emotional fall back on her and not having that makes me wonder how I am going to cope.

My mom likes to gossip, so whenever I call her she has some or the other stories to tell me, about neighbors, family, friends everyone, she keeps me updated......haha. There I times I tell her, how does all of this concern to us or matter to us, so she tells me it's just FYI....and then she too laughs. She is always in a cheerful mood and never complains about anything. If ever I complaint about anything to her, she tells me that it is life and I must be prepared for all the ups and downs.

This was the last holiday that I had take her on, it was to a hill station. She had a desire to visit this place, so me and hubby had planned this trip for her. She was so happy and kept telling me, it's the best holiday of her life. Though I know it was exaggerated but it was the her feelings that she was trying to express.

Creating some special moments with her.

I want to give her everything she desires and the best, so that I never have any regrets of not being there for her or doing things for her. In my growing up I missed her, because my parents were separated and I grew up with my father. I always missed her presence a lot then. Dad passed away too soon and I could never do anything for him, I always feel that pain, that I did not have th opportunity to take care of my dad. With my mom, now I do not wish to have any regrets and be there for her wholeheartedly.

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