Tree Shadow Photography And Update

Went for a late night walk the other night. Saw the trees were making neat shadows on the ground with the street lights. The patterns looked neat and spooky so tried to take a few pics.

I liked how they turned out. Perhaps will make more art out of them. So today I'm pretty stressed. Just want some solitude so bad. It's what I long for all my life. Everyday I have to work and drive somewhere. It really bugs me. My dad doesn't have a license so I gotta drive him everywhere. Pretty much 7 days a week for months on end.

I don't like anxiety but have lots of it today. I worry about having a freak out so I take frequent breaks from the job and my dad. What sucks is my mom wants me to drive to Calgary to help her out but I find it so tiring. I don't like driving. I just want to be by myself once in awhile. Don't like feeling like you are too busy to take care of yourself. I don't like feeling trapped.

So I will try to make it through the day and feel okay. Hopefully can relax this evening. I stay up late just so I can be by myself a bit. I don't think anyone really understands that. I will just try not to stay up too late 'cause then I get tired and stressed from it too. Been struggling with this.