Mistress Motives

I felt like his mistress for a mighty long time… It was never intentional. Always authentic. Lustful. Emotional. Powerful. The connection was that of a soul lost to its body and wishing it would return home. The feeling we feel when we miss someone we truly love. A genuine love. A universal love that wraps its entire existence around you to be sure you know you are safe. But it was one sided. Mistress was who she was and ever would be. His motives now very unclear. That connection lost. That authenticity snatched away. An eternal betrayal well beyond what I could have initially seen. And to think, connection was really my only motive and even that was too extreme…