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I would say that once the borders consciously do not dissolve quickly, at any rate not by constructive means such as mediation, but secondly I mean that this panic that you have experienced has certainly saved you from the type of guy in you who tried out loose substances and did not have the gaze until then that the use can also be a way into madness.

:) I think I understand you now. The borders should be slowly dissolved through constructive means such as meditation rather than trying out substances which can be fatal or damaging. I understand, but some substances are milder and have more revealing experiences and they've been in use for so long. Something like iboga even has mental healing abilities.

Yes, I can see that also just like you.