checked your post from the other day on the trending page, I have to say I'm with you and I hope you can pull through, I've left what I know in case it's helpful, other than that, I respect you so I won't tell you what to do. You remind me of a family member, also I admire your courage to share, speak up and have a opinion that you hold steady, I don't know how you feel, what you've been through, what you've had to get through to get to where you are, but you've earned my respect and that's enough for me. Thank you for being honest!