RE: Sweet Dreams Are Made Of Finding
Love the EX bit infront of daughter's ninconhuahuapoop bf!
Barely ever apping me anymore (he's been vampirised... it's a sad sad sad story but it wouldn't surprise me if we saw it coming 21 yrs ago: we have a pre-natal contract) my son left me that dog video I picked up first thing in the morning. He knows (by contract) to be selective in what to send me (I have very limited time for his 24/7 YT). It was rewarding to see he is (has been guided by his Higher Self to be) conscious of that. On the whole it is troubling how swiftly such contracts we used to be able to rely on are being corrupted. The work it takes to prevent that has become inhuman. But we can only become other for so many moments at a time.
It is (also) relevant to stay remotely abreast of the max output possible on YT. It seems another wire the love can run through to filter out the very last light that has not been electrified by the Dark Prince's electrolysis. It is not something we personally can be expected to travel far and wide on. We need the youngers to assist, and we will suit and boot them up in the necessary protective layering here in the meantime.
Love to you and your son. Happy he left you the video and I in turn laughed lightheartedly and then my daughter too. A circle of joy :)
He came home today. Mellow and almost present. But she (her aura) hangs around him like an ill cloud; she really is not well, a real psychic succubus I have to say. I hear more often mothers describing their young sons becoming ensnared by such girls: it's a phenomenon; and smells of teen spirit fear. Deep dark Fear. Poor generation having to shoulder this for us. But I must think of me and I can no longer trust him. You help to keep me strong in my womanhood, he so little respects, and then love can flow, if not so much to his soul, then his Higher Self.
Below the pickings of what he shared today, before leaving again for another haphazzard schedule that leaves him vulnerable instead of organised and goal-orientated. Wouldn't want to keep it from you.
Watching it with him, I wondered how much out of the loop I soon would be, with him moving out by the end of the month. Not happily, but his choice. I not endorsing it, but relieved to be free.
There is nothing more I can do for him.
Although how much in the end will he leave? That remains to be seen. It feels August is a month of unprecedented freedom, literally like I am 21 again. But it may well all be over by September, though I am not return to my cell. This home must be able to function as my studio, and the akward neighbours, the parents and the son, must keep their distance of I will buy a ticket to Jaipur! Or Teotihuacan. Or just keep on driving until I end up somewhere.
For now let's marvel at modern humour and recognise our restive youth (although a little raw around the edges) he pressed these upon me as gems I wouldn't want to miss.... (I wonder why these specifically? I asked him how he selects - does he randomly go through YouTube, is there a site? Indeed, he said 200 hrs a week of Youtube sifts out the better stuff. Hard work (Two hundred hours of shouting, shrieking, hullaballoing, swearing, complaining, ánd mocking??). That's my boy. Doesn't know when to stop for the greater cause of quality. Like mother like son...
Well, here's to quality then, and a youth that doesn't look like it will ever grow up; let us not be old:
this one
and this one any cat owner can more or less relate to.
finally. A very sad video really, depressing but I had to laugh at the motor cycle impressions and wonder how Yamaha it really was. We'll have to ask @onnovocks.
I think I like the monster motorspeakers the best :)
My daughter moved out this month too. She texts me often and seems somewhat homesick, but also enjoying her freedom. Her choices aren't always the best and plenty of male energy suckers out there too. She keeps getting tattoos and today sent me a pic of her new nose piercing :(
Have you noticed recently that we work in reverse?
Reverse in general, of one another, or in opposition to other's? Depends on what part of the circle turn I find myself at ;)