MY DIARY GAME( 8-8-2025) MY TRUST IN GOD AND DEPRESSION

Firstly, in the early hours of the day, when i arose from my sleep there was so much cool and outside the rain was drizzling then I try to wake up my son from his sleep so that we can do our daily morning devotions but my son didn't respond instead he started crying and saying that he still wants to sleep more and me too I didn't know also what to do again because sleep was till in my eyes.
Though it was time that we usually wake up and I decided not to disturb him again but to pray by myself while I hold his hand. Later I got up to the kitchen and started washing the dishes and sweeping the house and I went into the bathroom to take my bath.

When I return. I carried well measured flour and started mixing the flour with sugar, milk, nutmeg, yeast and butter to produce Donut and I washed eggs into the pot for cooking so that I can use it for egg rolls, for my snacks for sales.
As a single mother, doing this every morning is not an easy tax but I have no choice because I have no support or sponsorship.

Later on today after the sales I went to the market to buy flour and other ingredients for the next day preparation of sales and I meet so many people buying and selling in other to earn a living and also children were there helping their parents to sells and when I proceed I saw people gathering in one place because they said that I child fall into the big gutter with water inside and die at nine months old where the mother was sitting to makes her sells and fear hold me.