I'm obviously willing to walk away peacefully from this conflict and I don't mind removing my downvote

Thank you for considering the removal of the downvote -there were two of them, the first one was before my insults, just after I downvoted you post causing you 0.01 while you caused me much more than that-.

but only if you would be willing to publicly (on steem blockchain) appologize me for all those insults

That will no be happening. I insulted you and then you downvoted me. That's all. Those who upvoted my publication will be compensated for your downvote caused by my error. I deserved it and I must keep it that way.

However...

Looking at it many hours after the fact, I see that saying you those bad words have no explanation. I could say that the heatwave of these days could be the cause, but I would be lying to you. I should not have wrote "bitch", "shit" or "trash" when writing about this event. I should have not called you by those words. I should not be thinking those words when "researched" your account, either.

It was my fault. I would have not said it to you those words if we were face to face and all of these would have happened in the real world.

Please take notice that this is not the appologize which you were requesting. Take them as you want.