Aw, my lovely Vincent. I feel the same lately, leaving it to the universe to find ways to bring abundance to me instead of trying to achieve it all with fervor through the mind and rational thinking. I feel more and more I need to trust in the totality of things in order to continue on my path, instead of clinging to things I think may work when they seem to get me deeper and deeper into a deadlock kinda situation.

I really can't wait for that perma oasis to flourish and put only the bare minimum of focus on system mechanics. guess the goal is clear, let the universe do the rest, I trust it fully <3

much love to you my friend!