Creative writing:When all seems lost hope remain 18|08|2025

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Hello good day great steemians i still remain@mos123 that your favorite steemian I am very happy with this journey of creativity, today I woke up early morning with no joy. the sun rise, and was shining through my window while I was still on bed thinking of another long day, I woke up tired not because of the sleep but because of the weight that I carried in my chest, the kind of weight that even listening to music and falling asleep couldn't fix.
I took a step out of my room hoping that standing outside to see the birds flying and receiving fresh air could bring some relief but I felt more tired of myself, everywhere sounds as if am done with life even going to brush my tooth look as if it was a very big deal.
By afternoon I sat quietly under the coconut tree in our compound staring at nothing, hunger came but I ignore it, it sometimes looks as if I should cry and sometimes looks as if I should smile but non of it came up to my mind, I picked up my phone going through my chat to see if anyone would ask how am feeling but I couldn't find any, still on my phone waiting for calls to come in non of it came I still kept on carrying the weight that nothing around me can fix.
Evening arrived I took some steps down to a provision shop to get my self some bread and cold soft drink thinking that will fix the weight I carried but still it couldn't, but as the rain started falling I felt the cold breeze in my bones that was when a voice whisper to me; even the night sky holds light,no matter how faint. it came in to my mind and I started thinking if my struggles are like that too, still hoping on our maker, after some minutes of having a quiet time I saw an alert that fix my hopeless mood of the day to a smiling and happy night, not too late the person that credited me called and asked if I saw I told her yes.
I write not only to survive but to remind myself that even in a world where days turn to be dark and no help there is always an help all you have to do is to get on your knees and call on the name that is mighty than any other names which is Jesus yes he answers and gives hope to all who are hopeless just as I was