My future on Steemit

So my Steemit account is worth nearly $300.00, I have worked all year and part of last to get to this number, and I am beginning to wonder if it is worth continuing. I have 9 years on the platform and I am now 64 years old since yesterday. i really don't know if it is worth putting time into things like Steemit. Yes, it has been fun, but frankly writing is not a topic I am particluarly good at and just thinking about setting goals for the next year is having my brain go numb.

I mean what goal can i have, reach 5,000 staked Steem and get to dolphin status? Frankly I don't see any way I can reach that number (2,500 Steem) in one year. I am just not a good enough writer. And by the way I am getting these T.I.A. or mini strokes quite often I just had two last month, and I think that they do affect the part of the brain were the clot is located. So maybe even my already bad writing gifts will be lessened.

I really am kind of sad that I was never able to get on the crypto train, I would have liked to get a big economic impact from it, but it was just not to be. I was never at the right place at the right time, so all I have gettin have been dregs. Still it was not completely bad as I did get some help from some money I was able to cash out from platforms like Steemit. But I really think next year I will have to look for different things to do, I just don't see myself writing much. So it will probably be a year when I will stop writing, nothing much will be lost.