Such books also say that people's desires are not random. So if you dream about something, it was like part of your destiny. It follows that when the "Universe helps you by all means" (if that can be taken to be true), it is actually part of your path that will happen anyway. Something like that. So, really, how can we know that we have personally changed or achieved something - through our desires or actions? 🤷‍♀️ Well, no way.
However, something different usually happens with me - I only get things when I no longer want them or they no longer serve me any purpose. And this completely contradicts all the esoteric phantasmagorias about the possession and achievement of desires and dreams. Therefore, I am now almost 100% sure that the moment I buy a ticket for emigration, I will get a very good job offer in Bulgaria. 😅 And I won't accept it, simply because I'm already sick of everything and I didn't get this thing when I wanted it the most and for so long.

For the last 7 years I have been living in Bulgaria (not by my choice, again). But before that I was abroad for 5 years.

Your unexpected offer made me think. Of course I would like to team up with you for curation! But lately I'm just not here, I'm very far in my thoughts trying to fix things somehow and right now, as you suggested, I can't give the necessary time and attention that I really want to give.
Thanks a lot for the wishes too! They are much appreciated! Thank you ❣️