I don't feel that you are at all :) We all just want the same thing here... the success of steemit. Some of us just choose to see things in a little more positive light than others and that is fine... There is a big change coming to the site in 2 ways in the very near future. They are going to start allowing advertising on the site, the same way FB and the others make money. They are also going to be getting large guilds up and running, probably much larger than what we are doing currently. Those 2 things alone will dramatically change the site from where it is today... Lets talk again in 3 months shall we?! :)