Quite predicament ... i wonder why you were posting less.

I suffer from a non-existing condition thats not there too. MRI, CT .. blood ... everything several times over years - the only thing i know is that (unless they're lying) its not terminal but having to sleep twice a day or else i dont even get the dishes done after a week is very real for me. There's arthrose but unexplicable pain, it mostly ends with some paracetamol or ibuprofene b/c theres nothing (but a little infection ...)
Hospitals are factories these days you get "processed" not examined and treated.

My sympathy, man ... i dont want to discourage but mental fortitude is something you'll need , no giving up, one foot before the other will eventually get you somewhere