@doomsdaychassis damn sorry to hear about your struggles my friend but glad things are a little better than before. I know just what you mean about feeling worth more dead than alive lol I think about that a lot. Here is Mass if a parent dies the state sends a decent check every month and that has run through my mind quite often.

I agree country living is definitely much cheaper. I'm not in a major city but more like a suburb/town but if we could move out into the country I would love it. I have told my sister we should relocate our little family to some nice country area away from all the BS.

Thanks so much for checking out my post :) here's to hoping things change