That's brilliant. .. not that you feel that way lol but that you can personally feel what I've been getting at. For so many years I've been told it's the environment, it's the social aspect etc. I'm not the only one (obviously) but I know it's deeper. And believe me when I say that I'm the same. I don't throw things any more because it may break/I have to clean up. I don't hit because I may hurt them (or me lol). It's the reasoning centre taking over but boy I sure as hell want to at times ;D ... I think I might research deeper into miswiring from that "reason centre" in us. I bet there's a physiological difference in people. ... thanks for the idea :D