I value the description of friend, it is not a term I use lightly. I made a real friend about 2 years ago and she really helped me to see the truth. Your words are echos of hers. Who will help you when you have lost everything? She came by her experience also by being indiscriminately kind, which ended up in her bank account being cleaned out (among other things) by those closest to her. I am kind of in limbo at the moment, trying to reconcile who I am with the harder realities of life. Thank you for being you and for all the resteems!