am so sorry about what happened dear.. God has a reason behind everything, we have to trust His plan. I also had undergone operation for an ectopic pregnancy. With what had happened, I know God's will was that it was not yet time for me to have a baby.. Although that had happened, God made me realize how amazing women, mothers specifically undergo when they bear a child.. i learn to appreciate my mama more and the rest of the mothers in the whole world.

Thank God you survived and got over the depression dear!

God bless you more!