Heya, nice to meet a kindred. A point in my life where I had more control of my reality is when I realised that not everything that happens in my head is mine. I'm not sure all people are like this. But I don't subscribe to modern theories of information being inside the brain. They've never found it there.

I see things more like Richard Sheldrake's theory of morphic fields. Magnetic fields that hold intelligence and we can walk in and out of these fields and pick up different skills or information, sometimes without any conscious will to do so.

Conventional scientism doesn't have all the answers for me. Through experience I have tested my theories and discovered the world is different to what I have been told.

Good luck and sending love,

Monty