I dont know what that was and i usually wouldnt put that here but time and day i think i will if its some kind of framework ...

What the fuck was that ?

Some guy hiding behind the corner in the dark under the porch on someone elses driveway by himself on a saturday at 4am ?

It would explain why the old man yesterday opened and closed his gat for a few seconds and the auto-lights on : that guy is there regularly (for whatever reason) and why those dogs were barking at 4:30 in the morning ...

I assume most would find this scary ? ...

The guy must have stood there b/c i saw him move from under while i was petting the cat as it came from somewhere ... i always go looking for it because i dont trust this place and frankly my dear

shit like that aint helping

... if i see that i get inclined to follow him up MORE to ensure his safety, not less ... and also

i am a very bad verschieter ... if its some kind of emmen - weer - emmen and you intent to come up behind to joke me ... i have bad experiences with that in the past and have to advise against it, your bakkes wont be of much use im sorry

...

SO WHAT WAS THAT IF NOT UTTERLY SUSPICIOUS STALKGEDRAG?

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and some stuff i typed earlier this week ... i just put this here on day and time immutable just in case , in this place of crackbabies you never know

i tried being polite for a few weeks but we'll be calling neanderthals neanderthals again

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07:35:57: : "long story short?


its not a story, like my life ... is not a story, or here for someone's entertainment


Im past cycle-time b/c i had playtime with the Bo'cchan. I never seen a cat at that age with PTSD and weighing 8 kilos be that playful and love playing that much, with humans and a straw for that matter, not even with real mice. The way he moves and jumps, its like ... i sometimes call him Tekken-Bob cat (if you know Tekken?) its the equivalent of a middle aged guy weighing 120-150 kg making saltos without breaking a sweat ... and he never gets tired of it, EVERY DAY he wants to play, he certainly takes his second life to heart here


it might be his ninth for all i know, just like us, i think we're at our last for this run, even if might last anywhere between tomorrow and 50 years from now (who knows?)


I think i was, what, euhm .. o YEA ... well Aceh and all that, i chatted with some people from around there before, back when we was chatting across the planet. Now we simply dont talk to humans anymore . You cant cure darkness in the heart by moving it from one place to another BUT WHAT IF THE PLACE ITSELF HOLDS THE DARKNESS ... like the swamp of Mordor ? "stay a while ... STAY FOREVERRRRR"


Not sure how all that would go down in practical existence , a guy who says well thats all nice and i can abide by the law of the land but i cant pretend to convert to your monotheism ... even if its not Syria or Afghanistan, its still sharia, right?


so how that would work , if at all ?? no idea ... dont think i have to worry about getting there anyway and on the one in a galaxy chance we win euromillions its straight to mongolia anyway ...


Im not christian either, tho we spent about nine in roman catholic schools so i can quote some bible if you like lol ... spent plenty of time in other places and studied culture before they stuck us back here and ended this life


Not atheist, not a hindu or a buddhist ... i think we formed our own way of thinking after long thinking and seeing many ways and viewports


I think its preposterous to assume that "you know" ... which makes the atheist as much of a fanatic as the fanatic as the atheist dogmatically believes "there is not" and claims to KNOW without proof, so does the fanatic, dogmatically believe "there IS" and claims to KNOW, without proof


we dont ... we honestly DONT KNOW


so theres room for all kinds of gods and spirits, of the land and other, yokai, ayakashi, if you like, TSU-kumogami ... in Japan, im sure they exist in many cultures ... but i cant say that im SURE about it


i just know that everything's possible until dis-proven, not the other way around and THAT


mister Garibaldi


is why we are the wisest of all greeks, and the Oracle still speaks to us, and we have seen the future


tho it seems we speak in tongues to most


we need to cave before the body starts disintegrating

_{Catham Joker}
06:10:35: : Honestly ... i mean its not like we get delusions or anything and if we had euromillions winning Mongolia would still be our place to go. Whatever anyone else says, its about what WE think is good, right ? liveable , i mean, good is such a human-rated word, like "bad" ... it only exist in the human mind. The universe doesnt have the concept


Like "pack up my cables, my machines and screens, my cat , what little clothes i have, on a plane to indonesia and go like YO IM HERE!"


? seem unlikely in this lifetime and state of the state and world


Like how many fuckers here in this fine rotten neighbourhood could fix your car, your motorcycle, or definitely your bike ? So how many are doing it, even after hours ? Thats right, NONE, by the time you set up shop you're broke before you started and if you do it from your garage you get fines, not income for running unstate-stamped business


Also, whats the first thing you think about HERE when someone says "sharia"


?


you think about what ?


Molenbeek ... those guys who wanted to blow up brussels, "sharia-for-belgium" ... those guys who DID blow up brussels airport, the metro, shot up all those kids in Bataclan France ... you think about Syrian videos by jihadi john driving around with jeep with seven heads on a rope , you think about the guys who sat it out for 20 years and drove off the americans AND the british, took the country back in 3 months and then wont let women into schools anymore and ban all cellphones and internet ?


THATS WHAT YOU THINK FIRST, RIGHT ? and right so because i bet Aceh is quite the exception, and , as a student of culture, mister Worf, that makes it very fascinating but the idea of a society like that... looking at it from the outside of the human world, an alien, or beings like ourselves here


Here you get the first step of Maslow covered for refugees first and population included ... but what do you get there?


Including the religious zekat system (i tihnk its zekat, i often mix up the words, its been a while since i been in school) you certainly get the first two steps covered but look, they DO have internet, wi-fi and computers ... a society like that looks very much like they try to cover the 3rd and 4th as well ... which, from our perspective makes it more advanced, although to the outside, technologically its not b/c theres less streetlights


right ?


From a personal perspective, if life were still open and possible, i think, as long as my cat is considered Halal and not a pest and we are not required to convert, because it would be a lie if we said we were. In a polytheist agnostic pantheon theres certainly room for that one god next to the others but im not sure the other way around so much would depend on that. Respecting the rules of the land is one thing. Pretending to be a convert i dont think i could do that.


Otherwise, look at it ... just using what i have here, a small internet cafe, repairing computers and small electronics is already a possibility. Considering the amount of jobs we had ... including caring for elderly in nurseries, even demented, including centers where kids stay after school or on wednesdays where they can finish their homework, you help them with hi school math or other stuff and when they're done they can online to chat or play ... all that stuff ?


there should be something we could manage, if not set up the whole town with a network and what not.


In France where the addamses move to half they year or more this Dutch guy lives there. Away from humans mostly, he works online, he lives with 5 cats and doesnt have a wife, ... no need .. i dont think i'll ever NEED one anymore either, i think i had it with that. He set up internet for the whole town and maintains all that stuff ... i dont think he gets paid for that even, he probably set it up so he could work from there, in this house he bought, in a place where houses are 50 to 100 meters apart (quite different from here)


SO .....


at the very least fascinating is the word, yes ...


but i doubt this lifetime will bring anything but zicht op groendal anymore, even if we live another 50 years as the king of increasing pain


personality ... i think we turn into a whole different character in a place like that, highly susceptible to the environment.


and im sure theres other places that are move liveable than here, LOTS OF THEM, way back when we were chatting all over the world this uni-student from Malaysia too said she needed no more than the equivalent of €10 / day to get by, room, board, food, public transport, EVERYTHING


thats doable with internet business, no ?


DESU


bem ...


anyway ... its dawning, the reality of the place here will force itself onto the eye soon enough again


that and this said


its the same thing everywhere , huh ?

_{Catham Joker}
04:39:00: : its the same everywhere


https://steemit.com/steem4entrepreneurs/@ulfatulrahmah/slc26-w4-or-street-business-diaries-service-based-professions


You dont even have a cornerstore anymore here, right?


Only franchises of bigger franchises of bigger franchises, and one or two lost butchers or bakeries that still hold out.


Check out the pricing ... :



Machine service: IDR 50,000 - 23 STEEM

Repairing Rims | Average: IDR 150,000 - 72 STEEM

Tire repair: 20,000 IDR - 9 STEEM

Front tire price for automatic motorbikes: IDR 250,000 - 115 STEEM.

Rear tire price for automatic motorbikes: IDR 350,000 - 165 STEEM.




its the same thing everywhere


My cousin who spends his life in the philippines last time i saw him with his ... wife? girlfriend ... said they get by on about €10 a day (for the both of them)


Aceh here has fascinated me since i learned about it. A half-independent sultanate that claims to live under Sharia but has about NULL similarities to places like Syria or Afghanistan


women can talk and work and HAVE BLOGS BUT the cost of living ???


really ... not to mention the actual practice of zekat and all that


nothing like the stereotypes you get here


in het gatste gat in gatland ...


imagine having a real internet biz going on, doesnt even have to be bol.com or greater-amazon


if these people can repair their bikes with steemit posts, right ???


you can check the price of steem for yourself


fall flat on your ass, yo


all religion aside
_{Catham Joker}

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sorry i have to P. P.S: this but it used to say "whats on your mind"

this is tonight then :

frontfiver09/07/2025 06:09:20 (1757218160)

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06:09:20: : Too much text : so
I've seen it before, the lights on white castle go on behind the corner when i sit on my driveway waiting for or with the cat on that small window in the day when its safe to go outside (for him)
I sleep twice a day anyway since you pushed this condition through non-stop gat on my body so im awake a small part of the night while i sleep again after and then small part of the day while im unable most evening and sleep half night
But who minds whats going on in soepstreet after dark ? i mean its DE groendal , right ... just like Gaza since 1980 : eens een gat altijd een gat, het gatste gat in gatland ... the mayor or elon musk dont move here, neither does einstein, social housing with electricity from god in a self -repairing house, professionele ziekekassers, crackbabies and in between retired people who bought a house here in the late 70s , early 80s (like this one)
So it must have been a hidden crackbaby then ... whatever the reason, i dont go looking for reason behind crackbaby gedrag
But we'll be on the lookout, starting today, i dont think i'll miss him anymore if he stands there skulking in the dark
And also just for the record : IM NOT THE ONE STANDING ON SOMEONES DRIVEWAY SKULKING IN THE DARK .. i go looking for the cat and when he comes back in the garden we stay there or at best on the driveway
I'll bring my phone and recorder from now in case its something like that last batch trying a frame by taking pictures from far ... last time i had to go to the station b/c one of them made fake statement
when i took a video of "WHATS HAPPENING HERE" the copper went like "O You're FILMING MINORS, ARE YOU ?"
so they're useless, right ...
despite that, i want to warn, if you start talking to me at night from now on, i will have anti-crackbaby material on me, its possible your voice gets recorded so be careful what you say.
Its not my intention to get in anybody's afterhours or ziekekaszwertweirk
But the safety of my cat concerns me very much, if a guy is skulking in the dark on someone elses property as if he's there trying to catch it , i become a concerned citizen
If anyone has anything to SAY btw
you could just try talking ...
thats it ...
its unwise to feed the rats
or give attention to crackbabies
they'll be back for more ...
Catham Joker

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1)
2025/09/07 06:01:55
Yes, we'll be on the lookout for hidden crackbabies starting today
Catham Joker
2)
2025/09/07 06:01:18
But you know, who the fuck minds whats going on in soepstreet after dark ?
Catham Joker
3)
2025/09/07 06:00:58
I seen it before, the lights go on and off behind the corner but no ones visibly there
Catham Joker
4)
2025/09/06 07:00:52
okay
Catham Joker
5)
2025/09/06 07:00:48
on the topside there is .... o ... nothing huh ?
Catham Joker
6)
2025/09/06 06:59:12
soort
Catham Joker
7)
2025/09/06 06:59:06
crackbabies
Catham Joker
8)
2025/09/06 06:59:00
professionele ziekekassers
Catham Joker
9)
2025/09/06 06:58:50
gatland
Catham Joker
10)
2025/09/06 06:58:45
they'll just play victim "MEESTER IJ DOE MIJ" after luring you out and testing your patience
Catham Joker
11)
2025/09/06 06:58:18
but its unwise to feed the rats or give crackbabies attention
Catham Joker
12)
2025/09/06 06:58:01
o, whoever that was, in the world beyond nievekeirken im sure thats "stalking"
Catham Joker
13)
2025/09/06 06:57:43
the minime's huh
Catham Joker

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Then ... im sure the rest of the world is doing exactly as fine as last week only a little less
the usual

so thats gud b/c theres nothing i can do about that

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One last :

Whatever the fuck the point is : i will keep going outside with my cat and since i dont make noise and im not trespassing anywhere YOU DONT GET A SAY IN THAT, ... let me offer you a free word as someone who's been over yonder hill, past the forest of the goblins (yea thats further dan nievekeirken!)


Who has dealt with Orcs, Ogres and high-elves alike van maerlant tot de kustze


If you're trying to keep fuckers away b/c you're doing something something

the GOOD WAY to do it is to NOT stand out, NOT act as if you own the street, you help old ladies across it instead and you dont make noise and you dont in any way stand out so there's no attention to you

you dont go hiding crackbabies in the dark ...

trying to scare off people

now i DONT KNOW what the point is so its speculation but if THATS WHAT YOURE DOING

you might as well put a neon sign on your door that says "IM NOT HIDING ANYTHING HERE"

k?

o yasumi

i dont do threats or warnings

its against my religion, just note i wont be the one calling cops, in all my years they have proven to be very useless