The world is against me
I feel that the whole world is working in harmony
against me, but unfortunately I am not defeated
Dreams and building the future began with entering university, although the dream began late due to the global pandemic known as the Corona Virus, but it does not matter, humanity won a landslide victory and we returned to our dreams, but my life did not go that easily. My country is not stable and is always in a state of cracking. Whenever I start studying, demonstrations appear that close universities, coups close universities, strikes close universities, and the matter continued for years, and my life was wasted, There is no concern for people or their future. There is nothing but bad treatment, injustice, and lack of accountability. This eats you up from the inside. I need a whole article to describe the amount of injustice I am exposed to, but the important thing is that the idea of injustice, whether from the university or the country, has reached
the dream was scattered, and despair penetrated, but I did not give up. No university, no problem
I decided not to let events be an excuse and I started self-learning to work and I decided on the field of programming and web design despite the difficulty of taking courses because I am from Sudan and my country is banned from almost everything, oh my luck, But I started learning from free platforms and I started developing in programming and created several projects and the university decided to open and continue and keep a little and I finished my self-study but it is said that whoever is accustomed to anxiety thinks that reassurance is a trap and really I woke up one morning to the sounds of bullets, bombs, cannons, tanks and planes. Yes, it is war. A war has broken out in my country!
Living in a war zone is a feeling that only those who have lived it know and those who have lived it would not wish it on anyone else. You do not care about success, victory or defeat. You do not care about anything except survival. You are terrified when a shell falls near your house and the terror is in the thoughts that come to you all day long. Am I next? Will a missile fall on me? Will I die this way? This is the inevitable end? But despite everything, I still hope for the best and the dreams did not stop on those nights when the voice of death rises. Death to everything, dreams, the future, and it was as if the whole world was against me. What did I do to you that you face me every time this way? I want you to make me happy. Just for one day, I felt like the most unlucky person in the world
I couldn't complete my self-reading. Anyone can study in a situation like this. Every day the situation gets worse in the middle of the war. One day my university was bombed with several missiles. Despite my conflicting feelings, I decided to leave and move far away despite the unknown future. Fearing for my life, I left with nothing but my clothes and my phone. My house was robbed and taken over by criminals. Everything was destroyed: my device, my university projects, my house, and my car. I lost everything and kept moving from everywhere until I reached the middle of the desert in a place with a weak network. What an unexpected end this is, but I didn't give up. I kept trying every way to collect money through my phone despite my country's ban. I try every day with nothing, in the middle of things, losing everything. But the end is only when a person gives up. I will repeat everything and start over and the war will end. Now the war is over and the situation is starting to improve little by little. I will resume my studies. I will start even if I was below zero. It is impossible to defeat someone who does not accept defeat. Moving forward is human nature
If you read this article, I want to tell you that no matter how much you suffer in life, do not despair. Fight even if you are alone. Do not give up, because defeat is not declared unless you surrender. Then you will actually lose everything. Thank you for reading and your support, even if it is with a kind word