Ah man I dont know you. But depression sucks! Deal with it from time to time myself along with a few other really soul crushing mental bullshit... I do say winter is always a blue and saddening time in my life. I love summer and all the things that come with it!

Personally just go out and find shit that makes you happy, dont sit around and sulk, yea I know everyone says that. But its true. When im feeling like "a crusty pile of shit" I go for a long drive out in the sticks and enjoy nature with my camera and sometimes my two dogs. I go fishing. What im saying is the cure to depression is to get off your ass and go be happy.

Anyway seems you do a lot here at steemit, maybe you just need to put your head to the screen and bash out some really good content, work and working your ass off can be a good cure to the blues too sometimes.

I wish you the best here on steemit and in the offline world! :)

Upvoted and resteemed!