Well, it is what it is.
-3 won't be that hard to rise above.
I watched the unnamed one come back from -30something.
@skeptic was at least -8.

Nobody beats the house.
It's just an unfortunate, for us, fact.

Maybe if you just state the facts and omit any emotional language you can get back above zero.
Otherwise I'd suggest anonsteem.network, and sinning no more.