On previous comments we exchanged: I am not 'resistant' to much I dislike, for the simple reason I do not notice. From school days I tended to be the one who is unaware of what is happening. As for unseen currents - even if I am told, I remain blanked out.

I tend to live lost in my own thoughts. For instance, if I am in town and I walk past my brother, if he does not greet me, I will not see him.

I never understand what drives people in real life...so I tend to read what I wrote that day and find myself not believing I wrote it. How can I understand my characters so well, with their different personalities, male and females (never mind the aliens) and yet I miss out on all the clues my own family try to send me?

Now that I think of it, I am not aggressive about harm done to me; but anyone harms someone who 'belongs' to me, family or friend, I am outraged and will get involved, even if asked not to.

I guess what I am saying, is that I am just as much of a mess as everyone else, but the difference is, many seem to beat up on themselves, whereas I tend to like most of my good and bad qualities. I made a rule as a teenager, that I am not allowed to go back in time and fault / criticise myself, as I am no longer the person I was and probably do not even recall correctly the pressures I was under.