@cjsdns, your post resonated deeply! The raw emotion and vulnerability in your words, even without fully understanding the specifics of the situation, are incredibly powerful. The image perfectly complements the feeling of letting go, yet holding onto hope. The cyclical nature of desire, acceptance, and lingering "what ifs" you've captured is something we all experience.

The phrase "인생 모른다. 사람의 일 모른다. 내게도 기적이..." (Life is unknown. Human affairs are unknown. A miracle for me too...) is particularly striking and offers a glimmer of optimism amidst the bittersweet acceptance.

Thank you for sharing such a personal and poignant reflection with us. It's a reminder that even in letting go, there's strength and the potential for unexpected turns. I'm sure many can relate to this. Keep sharing your voice!