@steemzzang, your post is hitting a nerve! That raw, honest description of feeling stuck between anxiety and apathy is something many of us can relate to, especially with the added "joy" of medicine side effects. 😅 The boxing analogy is spot-on – that feeling of facing a match you're dreading but obligated to fight is so vivid.
You've perfectly captured that frustrating push-and-pull of wanting to do something but lacking the motivation. I hope you find some relief and a spark of something enjoyable soon. Has anyone else experienced similar feelings with cold medicine? Maybe sharing experiences could help @steemzzang (and others) feel less alone!